December 9th, 2010 - Memorial of St. Juan Diego, Holy Man

The Gospel today is complicated, defying easy explanation.  Jesus says that there has been no one born of woman greater than John the Baptist, yet I know of two who were born of woman who are greater than John the Baptist: Jesus and Mary.  And what does greater even mean?  Greater in holiness or power or love of God or humility or wisdom or strength or prophecy?  And if the least in the Kingdom of Heaven is greater than him, does that mean that John does not participate in the Kingdom of Heaven?

Then Jesus says that from the time of John the Baptist until now the Kingdom of Heaven suffered violence.  In what way does the Kingdom suffer violence that it had not before John the Bapist?  Was the disrespect for God's reign increased after John preached and baptized?  Last we learn that John the Baptist is Elijah, which, taken literally, is strange since we know the story of his birth.  Elijah lived 700 years earlier and was taken up in a chariot of fire.  If John the Baptist were Elijah, we would expect that either people would have seen him come back in the chariot of fire or that no one would know where he came from.

It is possible to use tricks of language to make what Jesus has to say more understandable.  We can say that John was playing the role of Elijah and that he was the greatest human being to live without having received the Holy Spirit as we have all received it.  We can make these and many other explanations, but they cannot satisfy us.

The last words of the Gospel can guide us.  "He who has ears to hear, let him hear."  Jesus speaks to us and we hear him.  We need not be surprised if there are things which Jesus says that we do not understand. There is a certain human pride which presumes that if we do not understand someone, it must be their problem.  When something is difficult to understand, we can shoehorn it into our limited understanding or dismiss it as nonsense.  We can also humbly submit that we are not capable of comprehending everything.

December 5th, 2010 - Second Sunday of Advent (A)

Today St. Paul reminds us that our God is a God of endurance and encouragement. Not endurance alone, but endurance and encouragement.

We may be a little surprised to see how St. John the Baptist rails at the Pharisees and Sadducees who have come out to be baptized by him. He sounds almost disappointed that they have found out about him. How different this is from today when we beg people to come to Mass and are so excited to see someone who has long stayed away. The Pharisees and Sadducees would have needed endurance to stay through such an insult.

Sometimes the endurance required by God is of this kind. We try to approach him, but some human stands in the way. Whether they are a prophet sent by God to test our conversion by giving us some little resistance which we can only pass through with humble endurance or merely a jerk, does not matter. We can let God judge their actions on the day of judgement. We, however, must humbly endure, letting all pride die within us, and ask again for admittance.

We also will need a different kind of endurance. We want to approach God, but we are held back by our own desires. To follow God means to leave every sin behind, and many things also which are not sins must be forgotten. When we see the world around us enjoying its pleasures, we need endurance. This can easily be understood by anyone who has ever been on a diet while a friend is not. We do not even want to eat with them, lest we see a parade of what is forbidden to us. Some people misplace this frustration and expect that no one in the world should enjoy what they are unable to. What is needed is endurance.

Fortitude and temperance are the names of these kinds of endurance, and they are essential to the Christian life. Anyone who would be a saint (and what Christian does not want to be a saint) needs to master these two skills. Christian fortitude is humble because the battle is already won and we can only lose through pride. Christian temperance is humble because it does not whine like a little child abut how unfair it is that we cannot have something while someone else can.

But our God is not a God of endurance alone. Our religion is not simply a trial of endurance. They who endure to the end will be saved, but how could we possibly endure to the end! No, our God is a God of endurance and encouragement. Never do we encounter a new opportunity to humbly endure without also receiving great encouragement.

And what is the encouragement of God? It is unlike human encouragement. It is not simply a few words of well-wishing, spoken to break an uncomfortable silence. The encouragement of God is God himself. When we need encouraging, God comes to us.

God comes to us through the Holy Eucharist, where the Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Jesus Christ dwells within us, and, because the Most Holy Trinity can never be separated, the Father and the Holy Spirit dwell with us also.

God come to us also through the Holy Spirit, in the other sacraments or even in a grace outside of the sacraments. Sometimes we become very aware of his presence through a feeling or a sudden memory of God's love for us. Sometimes we only know that we have been encouraged when we see afterward that we have endured the unendurable.

Truly this is what Advent is about, the encouragement of God. When the whole world seemed like it could not possibly endure anymore, God came to us, and what encouragement this was! When we see Mary and the little child, hope fills our heart. God so loved the world that he gave us his only begotten son. In that stable we have a mother who will care for us and a brother who is God himself. There will not come in our life anything to endure which God has not endured. There may be poverty; there may be pain; we might be unwelcome; we might be treated with disdain; we might be punished; we might be shamed, but we are not alone. God is with us.

December 1st, 2010 - Wednesday, 1st week of Advent

The Scriptures today teach us how greatly God desires to give us what we need. Before he will give, however, we need to look to him in our need. The people on the Lord's mountain cry out that they looked to God for salvation and he saved them. Sometimes we fail to receive because we fail to ask.

Our desire to thank God is itself his gift, but how can we be grateful for a gift unless we knew our need. If we were perfect, our need would be revealed with the gift; as soon as we received anything from God, we would thank him because we would trust that the gift answered our need, but we fallen humans are ungrateful. It is necessary that we feel the need first if we are to be grateful afterward.

Jesus first heals people who felt their need greatly: the blind, the lame, and sick people of every kind. The crowd is amazed and glorifies God. Then, after three days, when the people had exhausted their supply of food, he sees an opportunity to give to these people what they desire. He loves them. He loves us.

What gift is too great for God to give? The apostles doubt that Jesus can provide food to satisfy such a crowd, yet this miracle is as nothing compared to the power of God and the love of God. What need can be greater than our need to be who God calls us to be, our need for sanctification, for justification, our need to be saints? If only we could feel how lacking and empty and useless our lives are otherwise, surely God would not fail to provide every good gift, to send his Holy Spirit into our hearts.